foxeh

Hidden Darian Fox Truth, Nothing can keep me away, From the truth you search, From my secret body, Lying in the sand, Keeping the secrets within my thoughts, My brain, My inner self, Hidden from... You.

Prison Locked away, Dreams sailing, Out through the bars. Visions blurred, By poisened eyes, Looking past the bars. Untouchable grass, Blows in the wind, A yearning to be free. Freedom comes, With at time, A yearning to be she. The one outside, In a rainbow chair, Sitting there. Wind blowing, Caressing her face, Wind takes her hair. Wraps it around, My entwined body, A yearning to be there.

Alone I try My best To satisfy you. But you Push me away Lock me up in a dark room Full of violent images And H O R R O R I can't stand it Can't live this way You're my savior Help me. Get me out of this Hell hole you put me in. Crying for you Crying to you Save me... Father.

 Listen.           Woke up in Taiwan,                      100 watts of energy pumping thru,                      Hot, cold, the rush of adrenaline,                      Wildcats game today,                      I am a deus ex machina,                      Machine God,                      At any cost,            Unstoppable. Listen.            Rushing through players like silk,                       48 Mhz. of this skill still moving on,                       Still carrying on,                       Never stopping for a Dove,                       Or to smell the fresh scent of shampoo, conditioner, and apricots,

I am a drifter. Creeping Crawling Along the ground Slowly finding my way. I lift my dirt filthed head The dirt falls out Of my windswept hair I feel refreshed. And for the first time In my life I cry. I cry as all those I have upset have disturbed have muddled realease from my body. The spirits float freely like mine as I am a... Drifter

Tied up no way to get free Chained to the wall behind me. Is there any way of escape? Or am I to rot here in this undying torture of being hung. My wrists start to bleed as the metal punctures my vein. I scream out in horror pain intensifies must keep control of my body and mind. Fleeting spirit losing control in the drivers seat on black ice. Limp body hangs there blood drips from my fingertips. Vision failing all black can't feel my body paralized... Dead.

Purple and pink, flood the sky, as a lonely cloud, floats driftly by. I see your eyes, and smile back, thinking if, you want me back. Gone and lost, in a black abyss, I find myself, realizing this. You don't need me now, I'm out of your life, Feel the cold handle, Of the knife. I don't want to, Yet I must, Get buried 6 feet, Under the dust. Dirt and sand, Rise through my body, As I'm buried alive... A nobody.

Lost love cannot obtain cannot find. Searching with sweat perched on my brow dripping like an undying waterfall. Stripped on faith I've lost in all in search of my mate one to share my most intimate thoughts with. To share my secrets and weaknesses pain, and suffering. Where are you? Yearning for your willing heart Crying out to you everynight Haunting nightmares of finding no one at all I am never satisfied.

The wheat rustles in the wind My time weary hand grazing the top, the wheat softly rustling in my palm. A feeling of immortality Rushes over me. Taking a deep breath I remember my main parts of my life My child growing up And being released from my home. My wife, beautiful yet painful as her death mourns over me. Mourning like a rain cloud Never set to leave from me. The wind takes the wheat once more, And a wave of golden rushes through the air. Seeds fly by my body Carried by the swift wind. and for once in six years... I Cry.

Swords clash Swinging at myself Battle within me Within my head Voices yelling Noise rises Painful headache Skull caving in Dark eyes staring back Looking through me Like a piece of glass Prepared to be broken I must defeat myself yet it is too strong Knows what to do knows how to think Immortal to me I become defeated by an image of myself.